So I've been single for 2months and its been like a rollercoaster of emotions. I've felt every emotion imaginable . its not easy to stop thinking of yourself as 2 and not 1. from doing laundry to food shopping. I've thrown away so much food because i made to much. if I don't distract myself with something my mind goes down the rabbit hole that i don't think i could safe myself from. I never thought i would be single again, I actually never wanted to be. i loved coming home to someone. having someone that was mine and only mine. that i can talk to about anything and everything. I miss being in love. i miss being excited to see him. at some point we became more friends and less lovers. Instead of talking to each other we allowed other people into our lives. sometimes i wish i was more of the jealous type but at the end of the day i never though you wouldn't choose me because i always choose you. God i hate myself for missing y...